Ugh and blah. I'm in that weird place where I'm bored with TV, but too tired to muster up the energy to do anything else. I sat down to answer fic reviews from FF.net...but I'm just so sleepy. That after-lunch-energy-vanished-eyelids-drooping kind of sleepy--except its after dinner. I thought maybe if I dredged up the will to post an entry here, maybe I could talk myself into the replies.
And, why are replies so hard for me anyway? They always have been. It seems kinda silly that it should take so much energy to form a simple (but grateful) reply. It's always been easier for me to post something than to reply to comment...and I wonder, is it that way for other people?
I hope its not some latent selfishness I'm refusing to recognize. I don't think it is, but I still feel guily. 'Course, that's not saying much, everything makes me feel guilty. The one, brief time I actually saw a therapist, that was something she did help me with--seeing that I didn't need to feel guilty about everything. I wish I could ask her about this reply thing.
Okay, time to end this before I get off onto anymore tangents.