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Nov. 16th, 2009

Time to Ramble On

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Dec. 5th, 2016

Sam 'n Dean ELAC

*sigh*

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I’m feeling a lot of anxiety right now. The kind that makes my chest feel tight and breathless. I feel overwhelmed. I don’t know if it’s the pressure of the holidays and life stuff or just a chemical malfunction in my brain, but I hate feeling this way.

I wish I could just relax and enjoy stuff. I wish I could just get my act together and get stuff done instead of worrying needlessly. I wish my feelings would chill. It is so weird how I can know in my head there’s no reason for feeling this way, but being unable to control how I feel nonetheless.

Dec. 4th, 2016

Sam 'n Dean ELAC

You know what’s cute?

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JJ Ackles, Zepp Ackles and Ro Ackles.

Yeah.

Dec. 3rd, 2016

Sam 'n Dean ELAC

This song always makes me think of Dean Winchester.

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This song always makes me think of Dean Winchester. It’d be a great fan vid, I think. Could also be good to base a fanfic on. It’s an old song, but is a fave when I’m writing.

“What You Are” by Audioslave

“And when you wanted me
I came to you
And when you wanted someone else
I withdrew
And when you asked for a light
I set myself on fire…”

Dec. 2nd, 2016

Dean Sleepy

But My Pillow is So Soft

Ugh and blah. I'm in that weird place where I'm bored with TV, but too tired to muster up the energy to do anything else. I sat down to answer fic reviews from FF.net...but I'm just so sleepy. That after-lunch-energy-vanished-eyelids-drooping kind of sleepy--except its after dinner. I thought maybe if I dredged up the will to post an entry here, maybe I could talk myself into the replies.

And, why are replies so hard for me anyway? They always have been. It seems kinda silly that it should take so much energy to form a simple (but grateful) reply. It's always been easier for me to post something than to reply to comment...and I wonder, is it that way for other people?

I hope its not some latent selfishness I'm refusing to recognize. I don't think it is, but I still feel guily. 'Course, that's not saying much, everything makes me feel guilty. The one, brief time I actually saw a therapist, that was something she did help me with--seeing that I didn't need to feel guilty about everything. I wish I could ask her about this reply thing.

Okay, time to end this before I get off onto anymore tangents.

Nov. 24th, 2016

Sam 'n Dean ELAC

Happy Thanksgiving

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To all who celebrate! 🦃 May you be filled with love and thanks wherever you may be. (((hugs)))
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Nov. 18th, 2016

Sam 'n Dean ELAC

Ain’t It the Truth?

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Ain’t the truth?

Nov. 10th, 2016

Sam 'n Dean ELAC

I. Need. A nap.

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Like, whoa!

Also, if you left me a comment, thank you. I will be getting to those, just….it’s been a long, tiring week.

Love and hugs to you all!

Nov. 5th, 2016

Sam 'n Dean ELAC

What Comes After, Chapter 9C, SPN Fic

....Continued from Chapter B...

ImpalaBAR final

By the time Lori cleaned up and dressed, the smell of coffee filled the house. She smiled to herself, associating coffee with greeting the day. When she got to the kitchen, Chris was slumped at the table nursing a cup. She heard movement behind her and saw Dean shuffling in, dressed in clean clothes, and looking like he needed the whole pot all to himself. She poured herself a large mug and one for Dean, handing it to him. When he took it, he winced and she had to grip the handle to keep him from dropping it.

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What Comes After, Chapter 9B, SPN Fic

.....Continued from Chapter 9A...

"Done," she said, jarring him out of his hard-earned stupor.

Dean caught her arm as she stood, needing to say the words out loud. "Thank you. Really."

Every word was heartfelt and he hoped she knew how much this meant to him. Trust was a hard thing to give, but once won, came with a deep, lasting gratitude.

Lori smiled. "Of course. Couldn't let you bleed all over the place." She turned her arm in his grip and squeezed his hand, her expression becoming serious. "I know we don't know each other well, but I mean it—you need anything, you let me know."

Dean pulled his lips against his teeth and nodded. It wasn't often people were so accepting and generous. In his experience, it rarely happened. He had nothing to offer Lori but his friendship and his loyalty. "It goes both ways," he told her. "You ever need anything…"

Patting his arm, she grinned. "I know it does."

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