I've haven't lost faith that God is alive and well, but sometimes I lose faith that He's still with me--due to my own fault. I know I should do better--I have bad habits I've fallen into and I fear pushing God away too long and too far. I have a lot of fears in life, though. Life, for me, is harder than it needs to be, but I'm not sure how to change that.
I know my anxiety/depression/health issues are my crosses to bear, but it gets heavy. Things like this help me keep going...I love it. The visual of the video is perfect as well.